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hey everybody!

it's the last day of june, and i wanted to post one more entry before july rolls around. i have no idea why i'm writing in lower case tonight, but i just feel like it. anyway, i just saw my best friend and went on a small road trip. driving on country roads listening to girlhouse was existential.

it's funny, i've been going on more spontaneous road trips recently. like, if someone invites me on a trip or to an event, i'd say yes. those decisions have made me feel light.

i've been really busy these last few weeks and now all i have is a couple shifts at my job. it's a big change--being preoccupied for three weeks to doing nothing. i have to be an adult and schedule appointments and whatnot, but that's it for the most part. i actually have time to write and that's something i never seem to have time for.

i'm going to shut up, stop complaining about how things aren't going right for me at this current moment, and just do what i want to do. i will carve out the necessary time for myself, and keep saying to myself that writing is not work. writing is supposed to be fun for me. it should be something effortless, but i know that it's the opposite.

i always overthink it and when i sit down to actually do it, it comes naturally, as it always, always does.

so write. create. rest. love.

remember every day: the best is yet to be.